Tired of just being "there."

2021.10.19 05:27 ejsfsc07 Tired of just being "there."

I don't consider myself to be that introverted. Whenever I've been in group settings, I'm never or rarely the one who people seem to care about, who people seem to laugh at, who people seem drawn to. I realize this makes me sound arrogant or like I want to be the center of attention. I actually don't want to be the center of attention... I'm just seeing if anyone can relate to what I'm saying, where it seems like that no one would care if I just didn't show up... that kinda thing....
I make conversation, ask questions, but I'm never the one people want to talk to or check in on. I think part of it could be due to the fact that I'm not naturally extroverted or don't have a certain sense of humor or something like that, but it's kinda gets me down.
I know this whole post is just me feeling sorry for myself, but in the past week I've been used for homework answers (I'm tired of people only being nice or only talking to me that one time because they want something), and thrown under the bus (roommate told people outside hall to be quiet because I was trying to fall asleep, which I wasn't; my roommate just wanted to fall asleep and felt they could blame me because no one cares about me anyways I guess).
I'm just so sick of it. Can anyone else related? What should I do?
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2021.10.19 05:27 Initial-Childhood671 Palestinian side seems more effective in propaganda?

I see so many non arab/jewish people support a palestinian cause with placards 'Jerusalem is the capital of palestine'. I stumbled upon this article here and it seems quite true. ents asking signatures for BDS.
I see so many non arab/jewish people support a palestinian cause with palcards 'Jerusalem is the capital of palestine'. I stumbled upon this article here and it seems quite true.
https://medium.com/politically-imperfect/how-palestine-is-winning-the-propaganda-war-524d409397df
PS: I am no fan of the settlements. That being said, anyone who thinks the other side are just innocent victims and nothing more has no idea what reality is.
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2021.10.19 05:27 xlilxbrittxx Wanna make out?

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2021.10.19 05:27 BeeDaaBoo gunzo has a dart board 🎯 in his right hand. Collected from CODM's official YT.

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2021.10.19 05:27 sassymua Im stuck at 1000 mmr. any advice on how to climb? can this reach 1500??

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2021.10.19 05:27 No-Weird4846 got these septarian eggs for my shop and i’m in love 😌😌

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2021.10.19 05:27 mackey_00 WOW

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2021.10.19 05:27 nantesfe Bassist/Songwriter looking to form an online band writing stuff in the vein of CAN/Black Midi/Talking Heads/Fishmans

Title. After a few years of working solo I'm now looking for band members to work with remotely, writing poppy yet technically batshit insane music that sounds like it came from a spaceship.
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2021.10.19 05:27 VGod69 Johnny is a narcissistic sociopath and Michaela is a neurotic raccoon hell bent on causing problems and appearing the victim.

These two people are literally the worst on the show, change my mind.
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2021.10.19 05:27 Grahambo1982 Larry Cheng on Twitter

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2021.10.19 05:27 Intelligent_Guess432 martian fire weakness

Are Martians physically weak to fire too? Or is it just a psychological affect
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2021.10.19 05:27 litkit28 what's up with my wide and flat dolphins? is that just how new growth looks or has it forgotten how to dolphin?

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2021.10.19 05:27 colaalltar I drew the snack man

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2021.10.19 05:27 OllieSW33 Which squad is better? I was going to sell one but wasn’t sure which one I should keep. Thanks!

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2021.10.19 05:27 MangeLundh PROG they have not covered 😂🚀

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2021.10.19 05:27 ithinkimsad_ Anyone remember these? My Mario Edition DS Lite 😁

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2021.10.19 05:27 ItsJosieee My little baby Finley

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2021.10.19 05:27 lmkiture Can someone draw my cats as people?

So a while back I drew my two siamese cats as human characters. Came up with a story too, but I don't really remember it now. They are actual sisters but their personalities are so different. Anyway, I really liked their people characters and would like to do more with them in the future, but for now, interested to see other people draw them too.
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2021.10.19 05:27 BedOk8176 PABLO ESCOBA!!!

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2021.10.19 05:27 ooga_tater What movie did you just know was gonna be bad?

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2021.10.19 05:27 Ender_Adventure Eid celebrations !!!

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2021.10.19 05:27 KasGemini Inktober 17th, collide. Honestly I just wanted to draw these cute little koroks.

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2021.10.19 05:27 Not_a_Replicant_ Guys I literally just had a really creepy nightmare, the first one I've had in 7 years. (Sorry if this is badly written I literally woke up lol) but This is what happened in it. Kinda long but wtf does this mean?:

So it basically went like this:
It started off in a HUGE dimly lit 4 by 4 room, now we're talking HUGE, like the ceiling was sky high and the walls were far off, and there's nothing in it, just me and maybe 4 other people who I'm not even talking to, I then move to another huge 4 by 4 room which interconnects by stairs, and another and another, all with like 3-4 people in each one.
Fast forward I'm now back in my old highschool, but it has this really creepy uncanny valley atmosphere to it. Nobody is talking with one another, they're just walking around or standing like props. And I'm walking through this school feeling like I'm being watched, I then start talking to an old teacher I had about poor work conditions and poverty I shouted at and leave.
This point on is where things make me worried:
As I leave the teacher, I enter a room with a single person in it whom is standing there just staring at a wall, not moving. I then take a knife out of anger and butcher this person alive in very graphic imagery that honestly makes me sick to think about. (Imagine some maticulous serial killer scene), but it was done rather "professional" like a surgeon with all their organs laid out separately and in order. Other people walk in and see it, but act like it's not there.
Now another fast forward, I'm now sitting in an empty dark room with like 4 other people not speaking. I'm sitting right next to the window with them and outside there is a wedding in the courtyard area (this is still in the school setting btw) and we just sit, watching these people who seemed so odd, because they were dancing and singing.
Eventually I get up and leave this room and I'm now in an empty dim silent house just walking to the exit, and I'm on the phone to my aunt who's telling me about how a picture of me as a kid is now being used by people online for creepy shit. All while it feels like I'm being watched, same feeling as earlier. But nothing happens.
I exit the door and I'm in an abandoned apartment block from my childhood. On my left as I leave the door there is a window in the concrete wall. And in the corner of my eye, this long man on all 4s with spider like limbs jumps out of it.
After this, I booked outta sleep and woke myself up. Serious question though, what the fuck was that??
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2021.10.19 05:27 blendia64 Testing Out

Hey Guys,
I'm encroaching on 100 hours of practice at my house and I'm looking for ways to "test out" and verify that the skills I've acquired are ready for the casino. Any ideas? I'm also interested to hear how y'all knew you were ready.
Thanks
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